I have loved you in two ways
I have followed two roads
those which diversify and never meet again.
I have loved you with two loves
a selfish love of my ignorant existence
and a love that which you deserve.
The one which is selfish
Seeks your heart and mind
It occupies me with you!
With my sufferings, with my little aims
Therefore I attach myself with you
In the addition of all other sensations
I have learned to hate you as well
In some unity for which I do not understand
But for the love which is pure
I feel your spirit rushing through me
I feel myself at a divine place
when I breathe your thought inside of me.
Its where I taste some fresh divinity
to feel you in every particle of light
To praise you like a goddess.
The love which is a bright light
that love is my only map
for reaching an unsurmounatble adulation
that which could guide me to a self-less ligature